Sadness

I love sadness.., it's sweet...
But the more you grow up,
the more you're losing the capacity
to cope with it.

I now find solace in comedy,
in jazz, that horrible music that I was confused with.

Laughing seemed shallow before,
but now it gives me strength to endure another day.

Sadness chokes me now.
That bitter sweet feeling that I was addicted to,
it chokes me now.

I don't know why.
I liked serious things, deep things..
But now..., :) .. hah..
I prefer to watch 'Friends' or 'Everybody Loves Raymond'.

Sadness..., it has become unbearable.
That sweet thing.